Grandma passed away...God bless her...
Grandma passed away today @ 07.40 WIB morning, heard the news from Uncle's sms when i am on the way to the office along with Anni with her car. Nearly cry in the car but i can hold it coz i don want to frighten people inside the car.
Sad, yeah i am very sad. But i try to convince myself that maybe this is the best outcome that God gives to my grandma. Try to be optimistic. I think i can handle this.
All of my frenz, please pray for my grandma and me, although have lotsa things to do in the office (got a lot of assignments) but thank you so much to the boss that always understand me a lot. can not let her down too. C you all in a few days for my friends at Jakarta. I will be cry a lot when i am in Balai, i think...
Grandma..miss u a lot...
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Grandma...hopw u will get better !
Yesterday was a black Tuesday for me, grandma was hospitalized, unconscious, coma and can not recognized people. Lying in hospital, so sad...cry a lot...hope that she will get better..latest news heard from dad , he said that grandma is able to recognize Aunt Mi...hope that she will back to normal. Wanna see her face before it's too late, hope that she can wait for me, her beloved grandson.
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Fan Nao....
a new post after 3-4 days didn't update my blog. Haoooo lei yorhh.....i need a rest, a esspecially long rest/vacation. so tired these days, thinking about things that that i want...hooo..please GOD...gimme a direction, which one i should have first and which one is not neccesary for me to own it !! If i try to satisfy all of them, i will be broke !! i guarantee that !!
In two weeks time, daddy, brother and sister will be coming to J-Town, visiting me...wish to see them ASAP but still very 'fan-nao' where should they live...capee deh...
Watched an Oprah Show on Saturday (23rd June), the topic was "a year to get richer". kinda sabos me...yeah, i never think that i have to save part of my salary, watching Oprah makes me understand the importance of saving for my future needs. So...when i can start saving money?? .. i can't answer this !! God..help me please...
raInZZzz...RaInzZZ....
Xia da yu lerh....hope the rain will stop before i leave the office...
a lot of things to do today, 3 products in one day, so tired and afraid of getting confuse...
received my first credit card yesterday...never expected that my application approved by the bank...hahaha...
Find links for download Namie Amuro's upcoming studio album 'PLAY' and of course Hamasaki's next week release single "gliiter/fated". Download in progress.....hahahha...
hurry for NOTHING
today, in the morning...i can say this is the worst calculation that i ever did before, must arrived @ office at 08.00 wib coz i have a meeting with client (Bank Bukopin) to talk about our money laundering solution. had a stomatchache when i was in the bus (angkot actually), couldn't hold it anymore..i mean sakit perutnya gitu loh....made a decision to go back to home and u know lah...pang sai lorh...hahaha...i think i will be late for today, but my saviour came...who is he ??
Mr. 321 hahaha...he didn't want me to mention his name in my blog, so i wrote his room number , i think it's ok for him larh ya? hehehe...at last, arrived @ office 08.10 wib, late for ten minutes, so lucky that my partner didn't scold me...but in the last minute, client said that they want to reschedule...CAPEE DEH. I think this morning, i was hurry for nothing...hahaha...
Nothing to do today in the office, still Makan Gaji Buta...hahaha...have to make summary tommorrow coz i am fraid boss will ask me something about products...so gotta be prepared before she asks. that's all for today. will go to the gym after working hours....c ya !!
iT's a BeAUtiful fRIDay ...
Nothing to do for today, a little bit tired bcoz of last night activities (went to gym again)...last night @ gym's locker room, i saw something that very unsual for me. i saw an angmoh's butt, never expected to saw that 'PHENOMENAL' view...hueekkk...hey man, this is Indonesia, not in your country, gak mikir apa gimana orang ngeliatnya..pikir aja masih merinding. Huahahaha...
Yesterday, maybe the saddest day for my Samsung Mp3 player, why?? coz i dropped it twice, on the floor. Luckily my mp3 player still functioning well, just a few scratch...hiks hiks...i will give you a condom to protect you..hehehe...
Talk about today, nothing to do at the office, my boss sends me few product information file for me to read, it's about EFT application called BASE24, after reading for a 'short' while, my head keeps spinning around...i don understand what i read about, my CPU can not digest it...planning to read the document next week...hahaha...tou lan....
tommorrow is holiday...don have to work. must be a very exciting holiday..i hope...c ya.
working desk pics...

see that old computer ???
a lot of papers..this i what i read for 1 and half monthsmy working desk pics, as requested by Mr Heri....i don know what is ur expectation to see my working desk. With old damn computer (pentium 3 only...mine is whole a lot better than this one lerh..) still an empy desk coz i am a new staff in the office...hahaha...
Smooth presentation ... miss my earing...
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BTW, last night...i looked at my old pics, before i got the job. I miss my earing, hiks hiks...now, it is impossible for me to wear an earing coz it is prohibited in my work environment, not flexible enough huh....and the hole is already gone...hiks hiks...if i want to wear an earing again, i had to make a hole again (they said using something like gun, i tried it before and it didn't hurt)...hiks hiks...
Two pics of mine with earing attached on my left ear....taken few months ago..@ Carrefour ITC Permata Hijau...
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this morning, so nervous...nervous of what? u know larh...MY FIRST TIME PRESENTATION IN FRONT OF CLIENT. What the hell if i said wrong things...hohho...that makes me more and more nervous. Trying to relax lax lax for a bit and the result is....Huauauaua....my presentaion for today is kinda smooth, and my boss said that i did a great job, you jing bu !! Hahaha..so happy....
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Samsung YP-Z5f always be there for me...

This is the machine that always accompany me everyday, every time when i need an entertainment, working out in the gym, on the road, in the mall, bla3...this is the device that always be there for me ... hahaha...
Can't imagine how am i going to survive without this mp3 player. Samsung made the greatest and powerful mp3 player ever...even IPod can't beat them....hahaha....Ever think to sell it and upgrade to the new Samsung Mp3 Player K3 but...i still love this device, can't let him go...
45 minutes to go before knock off from the office...nothing to do, have few questions need to ask my boss before tommoro's presentaion, but it seems like my boss dunno go to somewhere..can't find her. maybe i will wait for tommorro before 9 o'clock to ask her first...tommorro's presentation begins at 10.oo wib morning. Wish me luck guys...
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PRepare prEPARE PREPARE ....
12.58 wib -- two minutes left for today's lunch time.....back to work again..hiks hiks..
yesterday at night....What a horrible afternoon yesterday, took a very very very ciak lak bus to get home, so hot and a lot of people in the bus. and the worst is ... being caught in a traffic jam, and u know what, i arrived at home 18.20 wib, late for 20 minutes from usual day....i hate that bus (P16, remember huh !! i will never take that bus again!!) I SWEAR....planning to go to gym alone after work but bcoz of that damn traffic jam, i must go back to home first, too afraid to walk alone to the gym...hehehe...
Finnaly, have 2 friends to accompany me to go to the gym, Sugi and Derry...hahaha..at last...arrive at there on 19.00 wib. Working out for nearly 2 hours, so happy today becoz the gym is not very full tonight, very different from the other nights, gym will full of people... and honestly..I HATE THAT !! Have to go back early coz someone is waiting for me to get his project (done by me :p)...
Today in the morning...Wake up at 06.30 wib..So sleepy and lack of energy today, what am i gonna do for today in the office?? maybe i will read my presentation stuffs for tommorrow, got to meet client for the first time tommorrow...wish me luck ok !!
took some of my office working desk pics, as requested by Heri... i will post it tommorro...
12th June '07 - First day starting my own blog ...
as a result from Heri's sabo....now i create my own blog...hahaha...actually i want to create my own blog long time ago, but i think at that time that i will never have enough time to update my blog frequently, that's why i don't have a blog till now.
But now, i create my own blog, must say a bgi thanks to HERI huh...but now i am getting confused, what should i write into my own blog...hahaha...personal stuffs?? or very personal stuffs? or just write some comment and what happened today ?? let's get it started ...
Today, as usually, i come to office, not so early but not very late too...as a lot of Indonesian said, pas-pas an. Hahahaha....I don't have any agenda for today and that's mean i will do nothing today bcoz my boss doesn't give me any assigment yesterday and all of the assignment (tasks) my boss assigned to me are already finished few days ago.
As usual, i come to office just for chatting and browsing hahaha...but in Thrusday, i will do my first presentation to the client (Bank NISP), this is my first time lorh, so i want to do more preparation, but not today, maybe tommorrow....hahahaha...i am a lazyyy bug...
Have to go to gym after working hours, must be very tired after that, but it's ok...for my own good too...but today i am alone go to the gym, walking on the street alone, wish me luck ok..hope that nothing happens and sun-sun li-li...hahaha...
that's all for today...
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